gloomy song from BLUR which is love the most :) enjoy!

dedicated to him

mine to find...

just nidji ... in english!

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Furikaeru to Itsumo kimi ga waratte kureta
Kaze no you ni sotto


Mabushi sugite Me wo tojite mo ukande kuru yo
Namida ni kawatteku


Kimi dake wo shinjite Kimi dake wo kizutsukete

Bokura wa Itsumo Haruka haruka tooi mirai wo
Yumemiteta hazu sa


Tachidomaru to Nazeka kimi wa utsumuita mama

Ame no you ni sotto


Kawaranai yo Ano hi kimi to deatta hi kara

Namida ni kawatte mo


Kimi dake wo mitsumete Kimi dake shika inakute

Bokura wa Itsumo Haruka haruka tooi mirai wo
Yumemiteta hazu sa
Yumemiteta hazu sa

I'm caught in the symmetry of your mind
But I'm not happier than you
I'm caught in the symmetry of your mind
But I'm not happier than you

Did I really see you or was it just a dream
Dreaming that it was seamless
Not a trace of wrong words
That we have spoken
Little did we know
No bigotry no tears shed

Ohh if only
You'd try to be polite
Thinking you were right
Only to find that you're unkind
But ironically you will always be
Belle of The Ball ...at least to me

I'm caught in the symmetry of your mind
But I'm not happier than you

But my words are frail not audible
They do not even convince me
Perhaps they are untrue
I gave you all the benefits of all the doubts I had

Never hoped to be as benign as me
Funny how you always get through
But ironically you will always be
Belle of The Ball ...at least to me

i just love listening this song when i'm alone...



english version:

it's been too long to know for sure, but much time has passed
do i really know much about you at all?

tracing the map with my fingertips is getting us nowhere, you try to hide the distress you feel from your face

but i notice nonetheless

it's strange... how as i run in circles resisting the awaiting busy days, my heart still only sees you

when i looked up the sky was filled with an unfading brightness
if only we could shine strongly as that far away sun

i want to embraced in your scent if only for a bit longer. so i trun away from the beckoning out side wind.

my breath, white on the air, reminds me of the season. and as it keeps repeating, the thoughts crosses my mind...

why am i still here?

i want to stay with you forever just to see your smiling face, i want to live every ever-changing moment in your eyes. in that one scene depicted in gentle hues.

i want to stop the time. so we can remain close for eternity, i wish too one day bring you along with a brilliant season.

to a place where the flowers bloom in the sky like snowflakes... to the flowers